We have become so disconnected from each other, from the source of our being, of creation that the majority of us have forgotten how to do anything. We go about this self discovery process by looking in books in media in all sorts of other things and get a rush of excitement when we find something that resembles who we think we are. The truth is no amount of looking outside of ourselves will result in what we really need.
There is nothing left to read. You are either there or you are not. The insight I look for from another book to help me crack the code of the universe is like a junky looking for his fix. In this instance my fix is spiritual arrogance, or as I like to say becoming “Wisdemonic.” A word I just made up but fits what I am implying, taking the gift and turning it to a curse. There are no more books, no more teachers, no more lessons. Do you have it yet? Here it is, there never were any, there was never anything to learn of how to “be” we already are. We can’t therefore be becoming. We lost ourselves in trying to find ourselves now we are lost within ourselves and think we can find our way out. There is no way out you are it. This is it. The last lesson you will ever need is there are no lessons needed. Feel it all, love it all, hate it all. All of it is you and you are all of it.
Our next fix will be our first we were never broken. Here, right here you are. All of here is who you are.
The self help books the spiritual teachers, the gurus, the religion, all of it has been pointing at you, yet you are without eyes that can see themselves or ears that can hear themselves. So, you believe it is someone else, something else but its not, it’s only you always only you. Wake up the lessons are over.
Seeking Purpose Today 
I have been a lightworker for many years. Although I do read, I do absorb only what I am meant to, what feels right. I too have seen and walked the path of darkness under the veil of light. All the way through I had something nudging me this way and that as I stumbled along someone else’s path. Each time I returned to nature I could feel my spirit rise. Only nature can provide what we need, especially spiritually. No book, no Human teacher, just nature. As you release yourself to nature you will be shown your path. No one else’s. The energy you bring with you will either be positive which will give you positive directions or negative (evil) which will give you negative directions and results. I know this is difficult. I am just another person with something to say but the difference is, I do not tell you what to do. It is and shall ever be YOUR choice and your choice alone that aims your arrow. I encourage your to choose positive because I believe every soul is worth saving, including yours
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