A rumble in my soul
I feel it down below
Distant disgrace and fear
It locks me all alone
Pull up my head
Turn now from dead
Life is living
Inside my head
The snow out the window falls
My heart is crushed inside these walls
I scream for help that doesn’t come
Finding peace from another drug
I say I’m unworthy and past reproach
God throws open a window I must go
Providence this time may be my last
I can’t sit back and let it pass
Here I go im jumping, God don’t let me fall
He caught me he caught me
Outside my pain filled walls.
Sunday, I wanted to try a poem. I don’t write poetry normally but I find when I write it, I love it.
This was inspired by a message I heard last night at an AA meeting and some reading this morning that reminded me that we can be trapped in side our own minds sometimes with no way out and how only an act of grace, a miracle can sometimes save us. But in that I find God and a Love and Life so powerful it makes every moment I am alive worth living.