The heaviness of that title ways on me. As if its too heavy to share. Too much to lay down at the worlds feet. In reality, it is to heavy not to be put down. It is too much not to let out and what I have learned is to important to keep inside. IContinue reading “Why I Contemplated Suicide”
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5 mins of my Standup
Five minutes of my standup materialhttps://anchor.fm/matthew-whiteside/episodes/Matt-Whiteside-5min-Stand-up-comedy-ela2lshttps://anchor.fm/matthew-whiteside/episodes/Matt-Whiteside-5min-Stand-up-comedy-ela2ls
Morning Thoughts
Sometimes the only thing we can do is wait for the sun to come up. Wait for the storm to pass. Wait for the nightmare to be over. Then we can give thanks for the strength, patience and grace to withstand that which we can not control. In the most difficult times, sow deeper rootsContinue reading “Morning Thoughts”
Clearing The Channel.
Podcast included on this topic. https://anchor.fm/matthew-whiteside/episodes/Clearing-The-Channel-ek8pa7 The mechanism that records reality is not something that is easy to diagnose. To many of us we spend our entire life with out a comprehensive understanding of the connection that guides us or speaks to us in everyday life. The voice has become a low sometimes irritating humContinue reading “Clearing The Channel.”
Our Truest Self
It is important to be true to ones self. However, first it is important to know thine self then you can be true to it. I suppose we can be true to an untrue version of ourselves, but is that what we want? I think we are looking for the truest representation of our humanness,Continue reading “Our Truest Self”
Justice: A Brutal Sword
I am enamored at all the cries for justice as of late. Not that its not necessary that crimes have punishments but that the judges have become the irrational mob. The unjust ones serving justice. Screaming, “Justice for all” while smashing, burning and even killing seems so far off base. Yet these things are beingContinue reading “Justice: A Brutal Sword”
Who is Watching Your Back
When we are saved do we say thank you? I was saved today by something I cannot explain, it came in the form of a broken GPS. My guiding light literally guided me to safety when I was unaware that my tire had a hole in it. My GPS started going crazy as I wasContinue reading “Who is Watching Your Back”
We Have Been Lied To
We have been fed a bill of goods. Told that we can be whatever it is we want to be. Told to believe that as long as we work hard and make good choices that what ever life we choose can be manifested into our reality. We have been lied to. Because we have beenContinue reading “We Have Been Lied To”
A Cycle of Violence
Raise your hand if you have been wronged by another. Have you ever been made to feel less than, belittled, victimized? I think it is simple to say that each and every person that has ever existed on this planet has at one point or another been the victim or target of someone else’s maliciousContinue reading “A Cycle of Violence”
Seeking Purpose Today 