Be Your Own Super Hero- By Guy Worthey and its My Birthday today so read this, damn it.

Guy Worthey- You sexy ass Astrophysicist you.  Man, it is so cool that I met Guy and am now featuring his incredible writing on my Blog. Guy is the Author of The Adventures of Ace Carroway series Which we get to go into detail about during my interview with him, that you can watch here.
Guy also writes his own blog and would love if you visited his website here. But only if you think his writing is any good.  Because unlike me Guy Worthey is a man of integrity.

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Hello. Call me Botchi. It’s a contraction of robot and chi energy, and I use that name because I have the power to assemble robots with my mind.
Let’s put it this way. If I were in Star Wars and I got dumped down the garbage chute, I would have the raw materials to start building. Every new pile of scrap I came across, I could reassemble into something amazing. My bots follow my commands and they tend to be protective.
I first discovered my powers when I was a teenager. I was practicing yoga in the living room. This is tough because Mom was having a terrible time with the TV. She was grumpy when it didn’t work, and I had to concentrate really hard on my chi to keep from getting infected with her frustration.
Finally, she just threw the remote on the floor and jumped up and down on it a few times. She left the room, and I felt this amazing sense of peace. I really felt connected to the cosmos.
Well, I guess I really did connect to the cosmic, because when I opened my eyes, I was floating three feet above the carpet, and the broken pieces of the remote control were orbiting me like TDRS satellites or something. I reassembled the remote with my mind, then eased out of my meditation.
The remote control wasn’t the same anymore. It had little button feet, and it could scamper around. It sort of fell in love with the toaster and that was awkward. But the point was that that was how I discovered my superpower.
My robots work better, now. Mostly.
I should mention that I’m helpless while I’m building bots. Also, I lost all my hair.
Right now, I work for the Army. I build something, and then they fail to figure out how it works and they ask me to build something else. It’s sort of pointless, really. I’m thinking of escaping and somehow getting up into orbit. There’s so much space junk up there, I’d have materials for a lifetime of bots. But I think I’d get lonely.

So now I’m on Tinder, but nobody seems to want to commit to a lifetime in a space capsule with me for company. I wonder if I “Botchi’d” something up. – Guy Worthey

An Interview and A book Review- That’s right a 2 for 1 Special- You’re Welcome

Daniella is the founder of Doing It Sober clothing and apparel. She has also been sober since 2006 and is an advocate for living a sober lifestyle. I had a wonderful time getting to connect with Daniella and glean some wisdom from how she turned her life around, and has found happiness and success beyond what she ever believed possible.

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Morning Pages-Who you calling idiot? :)

mornongIt’s healthy to write all the crap logged inside my flappy brain every morning before I truly begin my day.  By truly begin I mean before I interact with the rest of the world.

Why is it important?  Because yesterday was a full day of doing things the right way and doing things the wrong way.  My brain likes to highlight all the wrong ways for me and run a powerpoint in my dreams and upon awakening to remind me.  “Hey Matt, you screwed up in all these areas yesterday.  You gonna fix em?”

Damn it, well back to the drawing board.  It is a good thing though as my brain is making me aware of these things I have to be ok with allowing the self-criticism help me grow and not turn me into a self-hating monster.

The Monster is real and he has had life before.  Like Frankenstein, he could rise again if given enough fresh body parts and an electric shock.

But, I am not going to allow that to happen. I am going to learn from yesterday’s foibles and turn them into today’s victories.

One man’s trash is another man’s treasure, that’s why I litter.

Anyway, this is not the most informative blog post as it really is just my thoughts as I think them and I don’t always have life-changing metaphors running through my mind.

Sometimes just the act of writing even when its utter nonsense can keep your machine oiled so it does not rust over.

I like to say that, I never run out of stuff to write It is simply at what level am I willing to accept the shit that I do write.

Writing for me is fun, it is expression in physical form.  A simple or complex physical form depending on how you look at it.  So, even if I am not writing an incredible best selling novel or even a useful blog post, I am still writing something.

I have found that writing something is always better than writing nothing.

So, write something, even if all you write today is a comment to me that says, “You are an idiot.”  That is better than not writing at all, and you are the idiot you jerk.  haha.

Welp, See ya later.  welp

Life’s Obstacles: Breaking Barriers by Matthew Brown. Guest Blog

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Happy Tuesday Blog family.  So today I am joined by the extremely talented Matthew Brown.  He is currently working on an Epic Fantasy Novel where he has created his own language and world to play in.  I interviewed Matt a little over a month ago and I was blown away then by his incredible storytelling ability.  He also has a fantastic blog here please check out the free Story Valkyrie that he is writing along with his other Motivational and Inspirational writings and follow him on Twitter @matbrown012  In case you missed our interview it will be linked below his Blog post.  Thank you for sharing this Matthew- Enjoy world.

Picture this for a moment. You’re driving along, music playing in the background, the AC is running keeping you and the sun is shining. Sounds pleasant right, everything seems clear, but all it takes is one moment and then BOOM. Something jumps in front of you.

I think that sums up some of our daily struggles. Maybe not even daily, but it does sum up how life can be sometimes. We never know when it will happen, but we can all agree that is has happened to each of us. Especially those of us who are pushing toward something larger than ourselves.

We’re coasting along, feeling the wind in our hair, our eyes keen on the road and horizon. Then something jumps out and we lose control. In those precious moments, decisions have to be made. The damage has to be minimized to the best of our ability.

But what decision should we make? What choices do we have available? It’s for each of us, but when struggle comes, we have to be prepared. Because it will peel away the layers and show us who we are underneath.

In writing, we hit these walls so often. I’ve found that of all the people in this world, writers stand among those with the greatest amount of insecurities. Now I don’t mean this to be insulting, because I will be the first to stand up and say, “Hi, I’m Matt and I have huge insecurities about myself.”

I think we’re like this because our love for what we do puts in a place a vulnerability few people explore. But vulnerability is a strength of its own, we manage by finding those people who are positive influences in our lives. Those who celebrate our successes and cry with us when we fail.

Those people who when life jumps out at us and makes us swerve off the road, are quick to be that roadside assistance we really need. That lifeline I the middle of the desert to tow us to the next station and get us back on our feet.

Being perfectly honest, one of my largest insecurities is social settings and dealing with things that I have no knowledge about. Socially I tend to not understand some of the political nuances when I’m faced with them. The irony is that I tend to write those same nuances very well. Don’t ask me to explain it. I think it’s because I tend to expect people to be honest and transparent because I try to be the same thing. It’s probably why I get so blindsided when people hide things and tell me about it later. Personally, I’d prefer my feelings not to be spared. I’ve found that I’ve respected jerks and rude people more because they were blunt and honest. Some of them even became my closest friends, because I knew where they stood.

The other big insecurity is not knowing or understanding how something works. I tend to freeze up and avoid whatever the topic is if I don’t have someone to walk me through it. Maybe it’s because I rather enjoy learning something with another person that learning on my own. I don’t know, but it makes querying difficult for me. If there was a set formula, then sure I’d feel better, but with everything varying constantly and preferences changing like the wind, it’s a struggle.

I’m sure I’m not alone, but I’m learning that there are some things when the wall comes up or obstacles jump in your way, you have to find a means of getting past them. In your quest for success and excellence, these things have to go. They have to be torn down or removed.

No matter how uncomfortable they are, how terrified they make you feel, they can’t control your life. The only one who can troll you is you. I say this a lot and it’s very true. Fear is a liar. These insecurities are fear taking advantage of a chink in your armor.

Maybe you need to make a list, come up with a plan of attack to face whatever it is that’s holding you back. It may not come down all at once, but one piece at a time. How it gets dismantled is up to you, but it has to be taken down in order to move forward. If not, then your journey ends. Until you decide to take that step, that sledgehammer to your wall, or maneuver your car like a stuntman around the obstacle, you cannot progress.

One side note, if your obstacle is a person, please don’t use an actual sledgehammer or a car to remove them from your life. There plenty of ways to do this that don’t involve jail, homicide or some other terrible crime. Just a side note.

I know facing stuff like this is rough and sometimes you feel like it’s not fair. Sometimes you just want to throw your hands up and quit, but you can’t. You are here for a purpose, a purpose that only you can achieve. Even if you are a toilet scrubber, be the best toilet scrubber you can be. Make that bathroom smell like roses.

You think I’m being silly, but I’m serious. Because if you can master that, then imagine what your boss might do down the road. He might see the effort you put into such a menial job, pull you aside and say, “I’ve been watching you and I think you are capable of so much more. I’m here to give you that opportunity.”

I can say that from experience. I’ve seen people who stepped up and succeeded because they understood what it took to get them there. Whatever you feel like you are meant to do, do it with as much joy and gusto as you can muster. Don’t let your insecurities whisper into your ear and say that you can’t. You can do this thing, whatever it is, wherever it may lead you.

Look at your wall and say, “Today marks your end and my beginning. Tell it that you will no longer be held back. Tell it you will become the success you were born to be.”  It may take time, but stay the course and you will arrive.

Regards,

Matt Brown

 

Do Not Suffer the Fools

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A miserable person walks up to a happy smiling person and says.

Hey, you shouldn’t be smiling you are offending people not everyone can smile.

The happy person turns and looks at the one who spoke and as if a dark cloud was covering them in shadow the miserable person recoiled.

The happy person reached out to hug them and the miserable person began to scream. Eyes shut, hands over their ears the miserable person screamed.

At last the screaming stopped and the miserable person opened their eyes and was happy for a moment because they were all alone.

If your unhappy with your life or proclaim to be an advocate for helping others with mental health.

Do not approach a happy person and tell them they are doing it wrong.

Take a look in the mirror and fix yourself.

Attacking someone’s solution with how they dealt with depression is part of the problem.

If you are not active in the solution do not tell my happy ass how to behave.

I will not suffer fools that feel the need to harm others with hate because they are miserable.

If me being happy offends you then I am not the problem.

Unless of course you just want to be miserable and bring others down with you, in which case I’ll pray for you.

Here is some solution that I use everyday to overcome depression and beat back the demons.

  1. Wake up early and pray- I get up before the sun for my personal time to give thanks for the day ahead and ask for guidance. I pray to be of maximum service to others and for God to remove my character defects so that I may serve better.
  2. I exercise everyday- I move my body in some form and some days it feels impossible but I do it anyways I do it to the best of my ability because I know it’s good for me.
  3. I meditate- I sit still and quiet with those evil demons that try to destroy my mind and see them for just what they are- thoughts no better no worse than any other just different.
  4. I spend my time helping others- for those of you that don’t know I spend all day working for free to promote other people’s work and lift other people up. I then work at night to pay the bills.
  5. I address my own issues- I am an alcoholic, I go to meetings every day and talk with other alcoholics either still suffering or in recovery.
  6. I do not pretend to know everything- I know I am not perfect and I am open to learning better ways of living. Show me a person happier than me I want to do what they are doing.
  7. I laugh and love and give as much as I am capable of everyday. I am grateful for the life I have lived with all its darkness because I spent so much time in the dark I am able to see the light so much easier now and I know that it is in everyone and all around us.
  8. I write my experience with life daily on my blog in my journal where ever and I feel all my emotions. I allow myself to be raw and vulnerable with out being stuck in hell.

All these things work for me, maybe they won’t work for you, but if you don’t try you will never know. Spend time trying to lift and empower others and watch that frown turn upside down.

So, in conclusion. I will smile and smile and smile and smile and guess what I’m happy, get over it.

 

 

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Interview with Michelle Midnight and her KungFu Robot

When I don’t feel like it- A Fucking Poem

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When I don’t feel like it, I give up

When I don’t feel like it, I give in

When I don’t feel like it, I stay down

When I don’t feel like it, I pretend

When I don’t feel like it, I bend

When I don’t feel like it, my mind is lost

When I don’t feel like it…

When I don’t feel like it…

When I don’t feel like it…

Why are my feelings the boss?

When did my feelings become so smart?

When did my feelings chart my course?

When did my feelings know my heart?

When did my feelings overtake me?

When did my feelings start to break me?

When did my feelings guide me straight?

When did my feelings take the cake?

When did my feelings…

When did my feelings…

When did my feelings…

To these fake ass feelings that run and hide,

To these fake ass feelings that make me cry,

To my fake ass feelings trying to side,

Its the fear of the world and not mine, that these fake ass feelings find their pride

Shut off the noise of the bullshit outside, the fear that squeals with a guilted hide.

Those feelings you feel are less than perfect, they come from a place of filth and perversion

Of a mind, that deals with all the world, with all the intensity of a dying flame

Hold fast to the principles that you know are true

Because Feelings will fade and run from you.

What am I but a bag of Bones, a fishing rod and a misplaced home

I am more than that, I am more than meek, I am all the things that reside in me

A universe expands; inky diamonds for wings.

I perceive these things inside of me.

and…

If I were gone, so to would they be

Lord in heaven thank you for me.

 

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Be Your Own Super Hero: Episode 1-Guest Blog Nadine Kimmage

Super herosIf you are unfamiliar with what this is, let me tell you.  I asked some writer friends if they would like to showcase their writing skills on my blog, by creating their own superhero.   More Accurately, who they see themselves as if they had superpowers.  What is important to them?  Ideals, values, purpose, abilities, and vulnerabilities.

I met Nadine on Twitter as she is apart of the #writingcommunity on there.  Ever since my first interaction with her I knew she was hilarious, open and unafraid to be herself. It has been such a pleasure to get to know her. She is also a published Author her book Replenish is out now on Amazon.  Nadine also Blogs and does Author interviews on her Web site https://nkimmage.wordpress.com/   Here is her Submission to…

Be Your Own Super Hero Friday

Nadine Kimmage

I have many names – death, Hel, Pluto, Hades, and known by so many others, I wish humans would stop thinking of me as the end, I may be the end of one thing, but in true style, I am not the end of everything, merely making way for more of you lovely souls, most of you come back time and time again, it is an endless cycle. As I once heard – Life is a beautiful lie, while I am the ugly truth, I am despised by every living being, you call me every name under the sun, you say I take loved ones away and it all hurts, it hurts me to a point you make me cry. I am truly misunderstood, and I hope that when you have finished reading this, that you might see me in a different light.

I think you would love to know what my powers are (besides taking you away, apparently), so here they are with my explanation – Firstly, I am immortal to most extents, more about that a little later, I am as old as time itself, I have watched the Earth and the universe grow, I have seen civilizations come and go and I have watched you humans evolve. Secondly, I rule over all the realm of death, it is not as dark as one might think, there are good and bad places here, depends upon how you have acted during life, flowers do not really thrive here, though there are such humanly things as grass, day, night, my realm is a reflection of your world, most souls wander freely here. Thirdly, Invisibility, I walk your world and the universe unseen, unless I choose to be seen, on Earth I take the form of a female human, in that form I am seen as a mere mortal nothing more, which is nice, it makes a change from you all perceiving me as a robed figure with a scythe coming to chop you all down, the walls, buildings and so forth are of no matter to me, as I walk through them with ease, since I am much older than buildings physics is no issue to me, on another note about invisibility – in Greek mythology, I (as Hades) can wear a helmet called the helm of darkness which turns me invisible, neat trick, don’t you agree? My fourth power is a mix of two – knowledge and communications, I hold inside me infinite knowledge of almost everything (worlds, other races, the keys to various things), something which you humans possess, should you choose to tap into it, though your knowledge pales in comparison to mine, communication, I am able to speak with every living thing in the universe, nothing is out of my reach and I am truly thankful for that.

As to my vulnerability or vulnerabilities, you may think I am invincible? Well, you would be wrong, one is out of my hands, the other is my own doing technically speaking and I shall explain this now. Stated above is immortality, to an extent, because once the end of everything comes (if it ever happens, I am not a fortune teller) then I too, die, along with everything else, until then I shall carry out my duties forthwith. Over a vast amount of time, more so over the past thousand years or so, I have developed both a personality (which was not given to such things as I) and a whole lot of humanity, I have a soft spot for you humans, for all the bad you create, somewhere in the world there is a human with a bright spark within them, they go about their lives trying to make other lives more bearable, I do feel sorry for you all and you confuse the heck out of me at times, my humanity extends far and wide, I am truly appalled at what you humans can inflict upon other human beings, why do you do such things? Not to mention what horror you can inflict upon other species; how can you justify that? I have not yet met a human who can truly answer that question and believe me, I have asked it countless times. Personality, I love music for a start, whatever mood I am in, I can find the right music to suit me, although I cannot love in the way you do, I can feel it, I hurt, I laugh, I cry, all the things a human and other species can do, like I said above, that is my own doing, yet, I am thankful for feelings even though they drive me insane, something does annoy me greatly, the fact that some of you refuse to acknowledge mental health, please wake up, it exists just as I do, you’re doing no good refusing to accept that mental health is important.

I am not sure how I got my powers, perhaps I was granted them upon my creation? I have never asked that question as I doubt I will get an answer, questions are usually a human thing but as time progresses, I ask more and more questions. The evolution of death is part of a bigger cycle – that of life, death, and rebirth.

I guess my values are rather simple – Justice, humor, fairness, open-mindedness, flexibility, truth and the ability to stand up for what I believe in, even if that means standing alone. Justice is vital, though in your world justice is not always served but there are humans who make sure that justice is served, I love that about you humans, some of you think you can out step it, no, you cannot, for when you meet me, justice will be served. Humour, I learned this from you humans, it seems to get you through life’s little issues, in my job, I need humor, again I do love it when you humans laugh, it is a welcome relief from the tedious boredom I end up getting, even though I am almost always busy. Fairness is something which is seriously lacking in your world, it kind of destroys me that fairness is absent, I am fair, I treat you, all the same, no matter if you were rich poor and so forth, although I did not mention this, hope is another lovely thing, keep a hold of hope, it is the last shred of strength. I am open-minded, open to all possibilities and potential. Flexibility – sometimes I can bend the rules and allow you peace, perhaps an extension, even if it is a few seconds more life. Truth, because nothing escapes my gaze, you cannot hide what you have done from me, I see through it, the lies, the deceit, and the excuses. I am alone in my world in a sense, so I stand up for what I think is right, I stand up and I am heard, the Earth and the universe tremble, sometimes I stand up for you humans, but for some humans, I would like to see justice being delivered to you and it will come.

I have no ideals, simply because nothing is perfect and that is the way it should be, imperfections should be celebrated not shied away from, embrace who you are, even the bad, in time, it might make you stronger than you know.

All the above is important for me to do my job, I do a lot of observing, funny that you try to hide from me, I will find you, eventually, just know this – death is never the end, truly it is the beginning of something new, a new path in a different place, I have thoughts and feelings too, so instead of running from me, sit down, have a drink of coffee with me, let’s talk about your passions in life, for this lights you up more than you will ever know. Without acceptance of me, you do not truly ‘live’.

 

Link to my interview with Nadine

Link to Nadine’s Book Replenish

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