Does God Hate You?

When I was younger my idea of God was more akin to that of a genie, not unlike the one found in the classic Disney Movie Aladdin. I would cry and plead and beg for things until they were given to me by my overworked tired mom, and when I did not get what IContinue reading “Does God Hate You?”

Are You Willing To Suck?

Hello there, my name is Matt.  I am in a state of upheaval and chaotic mental insanity. What’s your name? Last night after all my praying an meditating, my meetings and writing. After all the talking and work I had done spiritually, I wanted to lose my mind.  I wanted it to just poof andContinue reading “Are You Willing To Suck?”

Stupid Ideas

Success and failure, when did they become so mind altering?  In the same vein, when did figuring out who I am, become so difficult? The complexities with which I presume to see the world are really just egotistical arrogance based in believing my sensory perception to be the all knowing all seeing Eye. I seeContinue reading “Stupid Ideas”

The Absolute Best Way to Get in Shape! Guaranteed!

I have lost 100lbs twice in my life. I have lost over 40lbs five separate times. I have gone from being extremely unhealthy out of shape and sick to healthy, happy and successful more times than I can remember. I learned this a long time ago and it is something that works every single timeContinue reading “The Absolute Best Way to Get in Shape! Guaranteed!”

When Did I become an Expert?

To say that I know something implies a full understanding of a subject. It is better for me to say that I experienced something and found it accurate in my life. I can not close myself to the ideas of people, places or things because doing so will limit my ability to experience them. IfContinue reading “When Did I become an Expert?”

Human Evolution: Every Human Has Infinite Worth.

A thought occurred to me this morning, one in which lit up my mind like a Christmas tree on the 4th of July. Make sense? Good. A finite world surrounds us, and we are conditioned to hold on to the resources it produces, to mine and dig for more. To place worth on these resourcesContinue reading “Human Evolution: Every Human Has Infinite Worth.”