As a species, we spend our lives looking up for meaning and looking to the stars in wonder and question. Are we alone? Is this all there is? Am I all there is? The question has bothered me for some time now, as I struggled with Depression and the feeling of being alone. It’s strangeContinue reading “Depressed and Alone”
Category Archives: Alcoholism Recovery, Motivation, and Inspiration
Human Evolution: Every Human Has Infinite Worth.
A thought occurred to me this morning, one in which lit up my mind like a Christmas tree on the 4th of July. Make sense? Good. A finite world surrounds us, and we are conditioned to hold on to the resources it produces, to mine and dig for more. To place worth on these resourcesContinue reading “Human Evolution: Every Human Has Infinite Worth.”
How I Quit Drinking Alcohol!
I am afraid to write this, afraid to talk about it openly because of fear of what people might think. Nah, I’m just kidding. I could care less about what people think of me. I care more about potentially helping someone who may be suffering. Because that is what this is all about. My life,Continue reading “How I Quit Drinking Alcohol!”
Tend the Seeds: My Harvest
Meh, transitions in life can leave me feeling depressed. No matter how or when they show up, life changes can be disorienting. I have noticed that my brain will try and trick me from recognizing a change is taking place. The wacky brain delusions happen quite a bit as if my mind is doing everythingContinue reading “Tend the Seeds: My Harvest”
How To Do ANYTHING: A dummy’s guide to be amazing.
I love the idea of “How To” it is such a wonderful concept — a guide on how to do stuff. Instruction manuals for life are being produced online at an incredible rate and if you didn’t know how to do something before you are sure as hell have no excuse not to know howContinue reading “How To Do ANYTHING: A dummy’s guide to be amazing.”
I Am: How To be…Anything- The Meaning of Life
I wrote a post an hour ago about 5 steps to the discovering the meaning of your life. It was inspired and full of great advice. It made me feel a certain way like oh yeah that is it. That is how you do it. I felt like it was being written through me byContinue reading “I Am: How To be…Anything- The Meaning of Life”
Spinning Out of Control: How to Stop the Madness. Heavily edited;)
I am so happy I have a place now. A place for my thoughts and ideas, for my stresses and concerns, a place for my problems my solutions. This morning, my mind was filled with more thoughts and ambition than I knew what to do with. It happens sometimes, that I get to working onContinue reading “Spinning Out of Control: How to Stop the Madness. Heavily edited;)”
Some Days…
In an exasperated breath of exhaustion. The traveler fell to the ground his pack bounced off his back, and the contents flew across the path. He had been moving none stop for days, afraid to stop and sleep for fear that in the night he would be captured or worse killed. The traveler was convincedContinue reading “Some Days…”
Success Without Fufillment= Ultimate Failure!
Listen to the newest episode of my podcast, This Won’t Work: Success without fufillment=Ultimate Failure https://anchor.fm/matthew-whiteside/episodes/Success-without-fufillmentUltimate-Failure-e35s43 Google users https://www.google.com/podcasts?feed=aHR0cHM6Ly9hbmNob3IuZm0vcy83N2YzMDFjL3BvZGNhc3QvcnNz Listen to my podcast, This Won’t Work on Apple Podcasts: https://itunes.apple.com/us/podcast/this-wont-work/id1440825784
Boogie Man Goes bye, bye.
I have been on a journey. A journey of self-discovery and growth. Learning all I can about myself, my fears, desires, hopes, and dreams. I have been on a Journey. It was once full of monsters and boogie men: fear mongers and dream crushing giants. I had been chased off the path many times, afraidContinue reading “Boogie Man Goes bye, bye.”
Seeking Purpose Today 