A miserable person walks up to a happy smiling person and says. Hey, you shouldn’t be smiling you are offending people not everyone can smile. The happy person turns and looks at the one who spoke and as if a dark cloud was covering them in shadow the miserable person recoiled. The happy person reachedContinue reading “Do Not Suffer the Fools”
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Does God Hate You?
When I was younger my idea of God was more akin to that of a genie, not unlike the one found in the classic Disney Movie Aladdin. I would cry and plead and beg for things until they were given to me by my overworked tired mom, and when I did not get what IContinue reading “Does God Hate You?”
Are You Willing To Suck?
Hello there, my name is Matt. I am in a state of upheaval and chaotic mental insanity. What’s your name? Last night after all my praying an meditating, my meetings and writing. After all the talking and work I had done spiritually, I wanted to lose my mind. I wanted it to just poof andContinue reading “Are You Willing To Suck?”
Does Your Connection Suck?
I am reminded again and again of something on my daily walk through life. The darkness and disconnect is all a symptom of my action. On days that I feel lonely and apart from the world its usually not because I am not surrounded by people. It is like I am in a dark roomContinue reading “Does Your Connection Suck?”
How Did I Get Here?
Some Mornings I wake up with a sense of dread, of terrified forboding that some unseen boogeyman is waiting for me just around the corner. That the idea of my security and my survival is in immediate peril. When I wake up like this It’s hard to shake, like trying to run from your shadowContinue reading “How Did I Get Here?”
Think The “F” Word Very Loudly and Read.
I don’t know what to do sometimes or how to help. I feel worthless by how incapable I am of saving another from their own personal damnation. I get terrified that my inadequacy with words or money or resources is in effect killing people. If only I had more money, I could feed these people.Continue reading “Think The “F” Word Very Loudly and Read.”
Stop Living in The Freaking Dumpster!
I have days of good and bad, up and down. Not everything for me is sunshine and rainbows. Although, I have been accused recently of being a liar for always being positive, which I find funny. I see it like this; sure I am a happy guy that laughs and jokes a lot. I doContinue reading “Stop Living in The Freaking Dumpster!”
Interview w/Kent Wayne a.k.a Dirty Sci-Fi Buddha. Part 1
Podcast Available This Won’t Work- Podcast Music: https://www.bensound.com/ Kent Wayne Author of the Echo Vol. 1-4 joins me on the podcast and my God was it cool. We talk everything from writing to human evolution, to drugs and alcohol and what it means to truly be alive. Dig in to part 1 of thisContinue reading “Interview w/Kent Wayne a.k.a Dirty Sci-Fi Buddha. Part 1”
How I Quit Drinking Alcohol!
I am afraid to write this, afraid to talk about it openly because of fear of what people might think. Nah, I’m just kidding. I could care less about what people think of me. I care more about potentially helping someone who may be suffering. Because that is what this is all about. My life,Continue reading “How I Quit Drinking Alcohol!”
Watch “Author of Neon Calico and The Morrighan’s Song Series J.Webb Garrett joins the UniWeb Interview Show” on YouTube
Me and J.Webb Garrett, discuss the magic of writing and his 3 published books linked below. Talking with J. Webb touched my heart we discuss how writing has helped us overcome depression, and heartache, or feeling seperate. J.Webb Garrett’s hope is to help make someones day brighter by writing. Check out his work at theContinue reading “Watch “Author of Neon Calico and The Morrighan’s Song Series J.Webb Garrett joins the UniWeb Interview Show” on YouTube”
Seeking Purpose Today 