I have had enough. I am sick and tired of the same thing over and over again. I am so done with this crap. I pour my soul out and this is what I get. I can’t go on doing it anymore. I can no longer hold on to the ideals I thought I believedContinue reading “I Am Quitting! #writingcommunity”
Tag Archives: Depression
Do Not Suffer the Fools
A miserable person walks up to a happy smiling person and says. Hey, you shouldn’t be smiling you are offending people not everyone can smile. The happy person turns and looks at the one who spoke and as if a dark cloud was covering them in shadow the miserable person recoiled. The happy person reachedContinue reading “Do Not Suffer the Fools”
Does God Hate You?
When I was younger my idea of God was more akin to that of a genie, not unlike the one found in the classic Disney Movie Aladdin. I would cry and plead and beg for things until they were given to me by my overworked tired mom, and when I did not get what IContinue reading “Does God Hate You?”
Stupid Ideas
Success and failure, when did they become so mind altering? In the same vein, when did figuring out who I am, become so difficult? The complexities with which I presume to see the world are really just egotistical arrogance based in believing my sensory perception to be the all knowing all seeing Eye. I seeContinue reading “Stupid Ideas”
Does Your Connection Suck?
I am reminded again and again of something on my daily walk through life. The darkness and disconnect is all a symptom of my action. On days that I feel lonely and apart from the world its usually not because I am not surrounded by people. It is like I am in a dark roomContinue reading “Does Your Connection Suck?”
How Did I Get Here?
Some Mornings I wake up with a sense of dread, of terrified forboding that some unseen boogeyman is waiting for me just around the corner. That the idea of my security and my survival is in immediate peril. When I wake up like this It’s hard to shake, like trying to run from your shadowContinue reading “How Did I Get Here?”
When Did I Become Such A Victim?
This may not be popular or whatever, but it is what I understand for my life, so here it goes. I spent a long time, for me at least, pointing my finger at other people. It was my dad’s fault I was an alcoholic because he left when I was young and he, himself wasContinue reading “When Did I Become Such A Victim?”
Depressed and Alone
As a species, we spend our lives looking up for meaning and looking to the stars in wonder and question. Are we alone? Is this all there is? Am I all there is? The question has bothered me for some time now, as I struggled with Depression and the feeling of being alone. It’s strangeContinue reading “Depressed and Alone”
Human Evolution: Every Human Has Infinite Worth.
A thought occurred to me this morning, one in which lit up my mind like a Christmas tree on the 4th of July. Make sense? Good. A finite world surrounds us, and we are conditioned to hold on to the resources it produces, to mine and dig for more. To place worth on these resourcesContinue reading “Human Evolution: Every Human Has Infinite Worth.”
How To Do ANYTHING: A dummy’s guide to be amazing.
I love the idea of “How To” it is such a wonderful concept — a guide on how to do stuff. Instruction manuals for life are being produced online at an incredible rate and if you didn’t know how to do something before you are sure as hell have no excuse not to know howContinue reading “How To Do ANYTHING: A dummy’s guide to be amazing.”
Seeking Purpose Today 